It has been way to long since I blogged. It hasn't even occurred to me that I needed to. You know why....I am tired, exhausted. I have so much to do that I cannot even think about all of the goals I previously made. My goal was to lose weight and become more organized and now I am just happy to find time to get basic cleaning done. I work 7 days a week and when I am off I just try to find the energy to play with my kid. When I spend the day cleaning I feel like I am missing time. I did manage to lose about 20 pounds but it was all stress, depression, and being to broke to afford fast food. However, I am much less stressed and depressed so I think it came back. I am not sure though. I haven't weighed myself. I don't really want to know. Things are getting back on track but free time is still not something I have. I took a week off school and planned to spring clean but I have not gotten much accomplished and my week is almost over. I guess I should have taken a week off work too. That is not really an option. I am just tired. I want to crawl under the covers and take a nap. I want to lay on the couch and catch up on the DVR before my cable goes away. I do not want to do the sink full of dishes, I do not want to clean the front room. I have one hour to get it done before I pick up the kids, help with homework, make dinner, and heading to work occurs so I need to stop distracting myself with Phineas and Ferb and blogs. How do you motivate yourself? How do you get things done when you have zero energy?
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